A Meditation on the Spirituality of Healing (A Patreon Sneak Peek)


A note from Carl: Friends, I am currently writing a manuscript that I am calling Meditations on the Christian Mysteries. I’ve identified fifty-two key themes, wisdom teachings, and mystical principles of the Christian tradition — and each month, I take one of those themes and I wrote a meditation based on it. I’m over halfway done — in fact, the meditation I’m sharing with you here is #28.

I hope you enjoy this meditation — and to learn more about my Meditations on the Christian Mysteries project, please read the note at the end of this post.

Meditations on the Christian Mysteries, #28: Healing

I have a friend who is a Wiccan priestess; on her car she has a bumpersticker that proclaims simply this: “Witches Heal.” Whatever you make of witches (or Wiccans), I invite you to ponder this question with me: why don’t Christians have a bumpersticker that says, “Christians heal?”

After all, Jesus built his reputation as a healer and wonderworker. Read Matthew, chapters 8 and 9 — fresh off his preaching his foundational Sermon on the Mount, Jesus goes on a veritable healing spree — and not only healing but also casting out demons, raising a girl who had died, and even calming a storm. And remember, Jesus said to his followers that anyone who believes in him will do “even greater things” (John 14:12). And sure enough, the healing and miracle-working carries on in the Acts of the Apostles, with the disciples taking over after Jesus ascended.

If you are a Pentecostal Christian, you probably believe in miraculous healing; for example, a popular charismatic author, Francis MacNutt, built his ministry around celebrating healing as a supernatural gift of the Holy Spirit (writing books such as Healing and The Prayer That Heals). Some other churches, like the Christian Scientists and the Unity School of Christianity, also stress spiritual healing. But it seems like most mainstream Christians regard healing as something that God does mainly through, well, ordinary medicine.

In saying this, I do not mean to belittle the miracle of modern medicine or the many dedicated and often heroic healthcare workers around the world who truly have dedicated their lives to the science of healing. Doctors and nurses and other healthcare professionals are true healers, and for so many people, the ordinary process of getting quality care from physicians and other healthcare providers may be all they need — to get, regain, or maintain their health.

But does the science of healing blind us to the spiritual dimension of healing? Is it really possible, speaking spiritually, for Christians — all Christians — to bring healing into the lives of those they know and love? I’m not suggesting this is magic (like my Wiccan friend might believe in); all healing from a Christian perspective naturally begins with God. But does God only heal through the hands of someone who holds an advanced medical degree?

Unction (Extreme and Otherwise)

Perhaps there is no better sign of how Christianity lost its original mission as a force for healing in the world — and how that healing mission just might be reviving in our time — than the Catholic sacrament of “Anointing of the Sick.”

Before 1972, this sacrament was known as “Extreme Unction” (unction being the Latin form of “anointing”). The word extreme is used here in an archaic sense: meaning “last.” So this anointing was typically understood as a “last anointing” — or, to use a more popularized term, “last rites.”

Technically the last rites involve more than just the anointing of the sick; it includes an opportunity for the dying person to confess sins one final time, and then to receive the Eucharist. But the whole point behind this idea of last rites is that it only happens when death is imminent.

I still remember my catechist (the teacher who helped me prepare to become a Catholic) saying, “the problem with ‘last rites’ is that if the priest showed up and you weren’t near death, it would scare you to death!” How ironic that a ritual act intended to celebrate God’s healing act was often only performed at a time when physical healing was no longer considered likely?

In 1972 the word “Extreme” was retired and “Unction” swapped out for the less forbidding (and foreboding) word “Anointing.” These days, many Catholic Churches offer this sacrament on a regular basis — maybe one Sunday each month, the priest will provide anointing after the Mass, and anyone who has any kind of ailment is welcome to receive it. Any kind of ailment: physical, psychological or spiritual.

I’ve received the anointing for back pain. I know people who have received as part of their journey to heal depression. It’s not just for people who are worried they could die — it’s a celebration of healing in all its many forms.

Once again there’s nothing magical about the oil, or the priest who is doing the anointing. The healing, like all healing, comes ultimately from God. But the sacrament is a powerful reminder that our prayers, intercessions, and love for one another are healing balms in their own right.

Yes, it’s true that not everyone who receives this sacrament will necessarily be cured of whatever affliction they are dealing with. But that’s just like not everyone who goes to the doctor gets the cure they might be hoping for. Healing is sometimes a physical reality, sometimes dramatically so (that’s what we call a miracle) — but healing might just as easily be offered only to our spirits, bringing us the healing God desires to give us — even if it’s not necessarily the healing we think we want.

The Healer Who Needs Healing

Henri J.M. Nouwen wrote many wonderful books, but one of his most loved works is The Wounded Healer. It’s a book about ministry (Nouwen is attempting to answer the question “What does it mean to be a minister in our contemporary society?”), but of course the author connects the dots between ministry, and healing, and the existential reality that we are all, in some way, wounded. Christians speak of Christ as the son of God, the second person of the Holy Trinity, and yet even Christ heals out of the wounds of his crucifixion. If Christ is a wounded healer, then how much more so is that true of the rest of us?

Healing — whether scientific or spiritual, sacramental or charismatic, mundane or miraculous — is always a gift from God, and yet it is a gift that we receive typically from the hands of another — a doctor, a minister, a psychologist, a prayer partner, a family member or friend. All of these people — all of them — are “wounded” healers. We do not heal from a position of strength, but rather we allow God’s healing to flow through us, even through our weakness, our woundedness, our vulnerability.

In the words of Henri Nouwen, “For the minister is called to recognize the sufferings of his time in his own heart and make that recognition the starting point of his service. Whether he tries to enter into a dislocated world, relate to a convulsive generation, or speak to a dying man, his service will not be perceived as authentic unless it comes from a heart wounded by the suffering about which he speaks.”

I think it’s important not to restrict healing to just something the professionals do. Yes, doctors, psychologists, or even priests (as the ministers of sacramental healing), all have a specific and particular role to play as agents of healing. But that does not mean the rest of us have no place to play in the dissemination of God’s healing love in our wounded, suffering world. If you are someone who has suffered from the slings and arrows of life, then you are someone who has the potential to be a wounded healer. We can all be ministers of this particular grace, whether “sacramental” or not.

Healing and Contemplation

How does this tie in to the practice of contemplation? We live in a time when Christians have begun to recover contemplation (and mysticism) as the birthright of all people — not just the super-holy or full-time religious leaders. As the Vatican II council described this, there is a “Universal Call to Holiness.” The parallel, of course, is the aforementioned Pentecostal/Charismatic movement. While its exuberant style of worship and evangelical theology may not be to everyone’s taste, there is no question that Pentecostalism has done much to restore this idea that we are all called to be healers (and prophets, and and so forth — but for now let’s just focus on the ministry of healing). Contemplation reminds us that we are all invited to be still and know God, to be cognizant that God comes to us in a sound of sheer silence, and that our destiny as followers of Christ is to acknowledge and celebrate that we are all created in the Divine Image and Likeness. The spiritual gift of healing simply takes this to the next level.

Christ heals.

In silence you and I discover that we are, literally, one with Christ.

Do the math: you are called to be a healer.

What does that mean? I don’t think it means that everyone is called to be a TV-style evangelist who helps people to get out of wheelchairs or to overcome debilitating syndromes. Healers like that are the equivalent of mystics who can levitate or live for years on nothing but Holy Communion. Is such a thing possible? I don’t know, maybe it is. Is it normal, or usual? Absolutely not. There’s only one Clapton or Segovia in any given generation, but thank heaven, millions of people are called to make beautiful music with the guitar. Healing operates the same way. Don’t compare yourself to a famous wonder worker, or a renowned saint like Mother Teresa. Ask in your heart, what is my calling? And seek to be faithful to the answer that emerges.

Some of us are called to be healers in scientific ways — as doctors, nurses, therapists, and other healthcare providers. Others provide a more spiritual kind of healing, as priests, ministers, pastors, or other spiritual leaders. But healing can also be channeled through the ability to fix someone a good meal, or to offer a sympathetic, listening ear, or to march for social justice. Some of us bring healing through art and creativity, in a variety of ways. Music, dance, poetry, painting… there are so many ways to create beauty, and beauty can be a force for healing. It’s probably wise not to second guess the blessings we are capable to bring others — and to avoid the twin temptations of over-estimating or under-estimating the role we are called to play in the economy of Divine grace and God’s healing energy.

The Buddhist author Charlotte Joko Beck wrote a book about Zen with the title Nothing Special. I love the delicious pun encoded in those words: for not only is it a celebration of humility, but it also reminds us that, in terms of the dharma, there really is something special about “nothing” — about emptiness and impermanence. The Christian corollary to this is kenosis, a rich Greek work that only appears once in the New Testament, meaning emptiness — as in, “Let the same mind be in you that was in Christ Jesus, who, though he was in the form of God, did not regard equality with God as something to be exploited, but emptied himself, taking the form of a slave, being born in human likeness.” (Philippians 2:5-7). Christ’s self-emptying made the incarnation possible; he had to divest himself of his godhood, his divinity, to “fall” into Mary’s womb and embrace the ordinary messy life of being human.

You and I, likewise, are called into a gesture of emptiness, but instead of emptying ourselves of divinity, we might have to empty ourselves of ego-inflation, or self-importance, or self-consciousness, or self-denigration. The particular matter varies from person to person. But it is in this “nothing special” emptying that we create the space for the Holy Spirit to act — sacred elbow room, as it were. And when the Spirit has elbow room in our hearts, miracles can happen. Again, they might be tiny miracles (or not), they might seem perfectly ordinary and commonplace (or not), but what is common to all these miracles is that through them, healing flows, healing happens.

If you practice a sacramental, “catholic” form of Christianity, none of this is meant to belittle or dismiss the spiritual beauty and power of sacramental anointing. My daughter received the sacrament several times, the last time being the day before she died — when it really was part of her last rites. Those were moments of grace, even if they did not deliver a miracle — at least, on the surface of things. But I suspect miracles were delivered hidden safely in our hearts. I know I received grace in those moments, and I am confident Rhiannon did as well.

The celebration of the universal call to healing is not about dismissing the beauty of sacramental healing, but rather expanding its reach, by recognizing what the New Testament calls the priesthood of all believers. We are all called to holiness. We are all called to priesthood. We are all called to be mystics and contemplatives. And we are all called to be healers. Now comes the fun part: discerning just how that call can be uniquely manifested in each of our lives. Let the adventure begin!

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Carl McColman

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